→ Damn feeling :'(

I wonder if you ever cry for me ,
I wonder if you ever thinking about me ,
I wonder if you still remember me ..
Coz , I cry for you every night ,
I think about you everyday , every second , every minute ,
and I always remember all thing about you ! :'(

# I really hate when those feeling come again :'( ! I wanna kill those feeling ! ignore those feeling ! I always say " goodbye " , but deep in my heart I cant :'( .. maybe you cant understand my feeling .. its okay :'( .. I still have God .. God know my feeling :'( .. Seriously , I always cry for you :'( .. Like you the last in my life :'( .. tears always be with me .. Every night , I pray to God .. I hope that I can be more strong even its just only for a little bit :'( .. I always hoping I can make those pain gone .. but why ? why I cant ? you know what ? Its so hard for me to stop from crying :'( !! I always pretend that I'm fine .. I always laugh , smile .. actually , its only a FAKE !! no one know it :'( .. I hope , I can be fine soon .. :') .. Nevermind , keep reminding myself .. EVERYTHING'S HAPPEN FOR A REASON .. maybe I cant be more strong , but I still wanna try my best :'D .. God always be there , HE will always help me , be with me no matter what happen :') ..

# Teman - teman blog / orang yg tgk blog saya ; sorry klaw english saya broken okay ? :') .. saya cuma mw luahkan seja apa yg saya rasa .. haha :') .. sorry klaw broken english :') ..

P/S : I want a original smile , not just a fake smile :')

- 03/03/12 :')